Sunday, 30 November 2008
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he told my aunt he loves me...
on thanksgiving my best friend stopped by my grandparents house. and for thanksgiving my favorite aunt came down and brought my little cousins. she's very silly and a "cool" type of aunt who's always in my business when she comes down. first thing she asks me everytime is "who's the newest boyfriend??" and this time, she asked right in front of my best friend [[who doesnt know that im currently the girlfriend of our other best friend's ex boyfriend, ugh.]]
and i couldnt just come out and tell her everything, so i jus shrugged my shoulders at her and walked away lol. but she knows me a whole lot better than that. so she tried to grill my best friend to see if she knew, but all she said was "idk, but i think i've got an idea." which scares me a lil bc idk who she's got an idea of.
then the worst thing that couldve happened while sitting in the sun room with my lil cousin on my lap and my best friend and my aunt watching tv......he calls. sheesh!!! i talk to him for a few mins, and let the baby talk to him on the phone, but went into the bathroom to tell him i would call him back bc i knew my aunt would figure out that i was on the phone with him and would make a big scene and a big deal and want to speak to him and know his name. so i told him i would call him when i got home. he was pissed. he felt like i wasnt going to talk to him while around my family, and felt that it was "foul". ugh. wtf was i supposed to do???
soo....to make ammends....last night while talking to my aunt, i decided to tell her the truth. and tell her everything. she really couldnt believe all the drama. i showed her pics of him and she was surprised by how cute he was...n i showed him pics of my other best friend too, and of course she's gona be a lil bias bc im her niece, but of course she thinks im cuter.
and i told her that i wanted her to be able to talk to him when he called, but there was no way that i could let my best friend hear the conversation. if she wasnt there, then the situation would've been a whole lot different. so i decided to call him right then.
lol.....he was so nervous. he really didnt want to talk to her at first bc he didnt know who i was asbout to put him on the phone with. but she was her normal funny self and pickin on him. and she asked "do you really like my niece?" and he goes "i love her..." and she repeats it. i had jus told her before i called him that i loved him when she asked me if i did. but hearing him tell her that he loved me....my aunt....he told my aunt that he loved me and would take good care of me. it jus made it.....that much more real that what it felt like before.
i told her that i was just kind of waiting for the relationship to fizzle out so that i wouldnt have to suffer through telling my other best friend that i fell in love with the man that she fell in love with within the first like week of meeting him. it didnt matter how much we argued bc the relationship more than likely wouldnt result in marriage or kids.
then she asked me what would i do if we decided to get married? what would happen if it didnt fizzle out?? what if it really lasts?? what if? what if?? .......................................................................idk...
just taking it one day at a time.
but it seems like the days are turning into months. will they turn into years?? i mean.....he means a lot to me. i havent been half-stepping him. i havent been seeing guys here in my state. and....i love him more than what i could tell him. but im just waiting......for it to fizzle. i guess im so used to my relationships ending within the first 5 months, if it even makes it that far, which it usually doesnt. and there was no way in hell they would be talking to a family member, none the less telling them that they loved me.
just a new memory to etch in my brain before either the break-up, or....our wedding day.
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